Had a really weird/bad dream last night. It actually woke me up all at once. I usually take a little to wake up completely. Adding to the fact that it was dark outside when I woke up made me think I was somewhere else and the dream was actually real (I usually wake up when it's light out).
It was rather scary, though. I dreamed my mother (whom I haven't seen or talked to in a while), came over to the house. Dad was gone to his job--weird because it was daytime. Mother just walks in and starts rummaging through stuff like she's looking for something. I try and get her to stop, but I can't. So, then she walks into another room, which in my dream I know it's my brother's room (though I don't have a brother), and she starts going through his stuff. I try and get her to stop and she kinda huffs and goes and brings back in cleaning supplies and starts cleaning up everything.
I ask her what she's doing here, and she says Mimi (her mother) sent her. I ask why didn't Mimi just come down herself?
That's when I woke up. I know you people are laughing at me but it WAS scary, mainly for the fact that the dream sums up me and mom's relationship really good. She was constantly going through stuff and cleaning. That's about it. She probably still goes through stuff. 'Course...I dunno, now that she's living with someone else who has that "perfect" family she wanted...she might not do that crap anymore.
I guess the dream showed me I still have unresolved blechness towards my mother.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
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